The Book- my beginning

Well, since i am about to enter the world of blogging, i thought i would tell you why i have decided to. first a little about me i guess would help...
      i am a 32 yr old stay at home mom of 3 beautiful kids of 12, 3, and 5 months. been married to my husband for 9 yrs now this past june. we have been through alot, as have most couples, but most of ours id say have stemmed around my bad decisions. yet, he has stood beside me through them all when he could have givin up on me, and i am grateful for that. maybe ill go into that more another time, but not now.
      i lost my mom and best friend 10 yrs ago, and i miss her terribly. it was a very stressful relationship at times, but id take back all the stress and grief to have her back. losing her has made me grow up in alot of ways i didnt think i was ready for but we do what we have to.
     i started college after highschool, but withdrew my second year to come home and have my first baby. I was a single pre-mom through my pregnancy and lived with my mom. I met my husband when my son was 1 1/2 months old, (enter Brad Paisley's song- He didnt have to be)
     so, after 3 kids, 2 dogs (now 1), and 1 marriage- with all the bumps along the way which will most likely surface on here eventually, here we are blogging...

I have started reading the most incredible book called  The Happiness Project by, Gretchen Rubin...you have to pick up a copy...it is about the authors drive to make herself a happier person, and the year she devoted to it- how she went about it,and what she learned, I am not real far into it yet, but every page has made me smile, and really evaluate myself, and my life...    at this point in my life i dont really consider myself unhappy, but there are deffinatelly things i can improve upon that would make me a happier person...this book has really opened my eyes to alot of things... so i have decided to do my own happiness project as i read the book... this blog is too help me be more accountable and document my effort. hopefully i will keep up on it fairly regularly... if you are actually reading this, you will either find the inner workings of my mind humorous, interesting, or incredibly boring... no matter- here we go... happy reading